Does Quitting Birth Control Make Me a Bad Feminist?
This month, I stopped taking birth control. Not get pregnant but to feel alive again. As a troubled teen, my mother put me on the pill to ensure there were no “accidents” that would get between me and a college education. I would stay on the pill for ten continuous years and with a brief three-year stint off of it. In my most recent experience getting back on birth control, I went through four or five different prescriptions since each one left me more and more irritable than the last. My sex drive fell off a cliff and my experience of the world somehow felt….darker than it did during those three brief years without hormonal contraceptives. I feel less joy, less sadness, less awe. I feel like an automaton going through the motions of the day. And that’s why I decided to get off the pill. I want to feel the full spectrum of human experience again. I have one human life and one human body to inhabit for a while and I want to experience it all - the pai...